I wish the people you liked just liked you back and you didn’t have to be so skinny/pretty/smart to be the one to catch their attention. whats wrong with being funny/creative/awkward/mediumsized? why can’t people just like the personalities. i just want to turn off all the lights and judge based on only what’s inside, not how skinny or beautiful you are considered to be.

im a terrible friend and its not ok , brb changing my personality/thoughts/emotions